Monday, December 7, 2009

the post with no title



(I originally titled this blog post "wobbly" because that's how my day was, then realised Stomper Girl's last post was called this first, so now - what do I call this post?)


My first day back at work after Dad's death and funeral coincided with my department's Big Christmas Function, where volunteers, politicians and big-wigs mingle and have a grand old time. After four hours sleep last night, 1-5, I was pretty tired to begin with... anyway without going into too many gory details just half an hour before the guests arrived I had a sad meltdown and was in no state to be attending a cheerful occasion like a Christmas party. Bless my lovely work colleagues who rallied and did all the hard stuff and let me deal with the caterers, fill milk jugs, make pots of coffee and hide in the kitchen endlessly washing platters and filling and emptying the dishwasher while I wept over the dishes.

One lovely lady who knew about Dad brought me a bunch of roses cut from her own garden... the kindness of people just takes my breath away.

Tomorrow, a more cheerful post, about books.

Above is a picture I took at Broken Head, on Tallow Beach, in October, about a million years ago.

5 comments:

  1. It's strange when you intersect with another blogger over grief. Thanks for stopping by my blog tonight.

    It's a weird journey, this death thing. It twists and it turns and changes us forever. But rarely in the way we think it will.

    Hang in there. It gets better.
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  2. I know that crying over the dishes feeling.
    And the hide in the kitchen feeling.
    And the 'don't be nice to me, I'll start crying and never be able to stop' feeling.
    Sometimes you just have to let it all leak out.
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  3. Meltdowns are fine and fully accepted by all. Been there done that - and the lady with the roses obviously has too. You'll be fine - it just takes time.
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  4. Tears are so good...and you did so well to stay and be busy.

    That beach is beautiful.
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  5. Trina, the beaches at Byron Bay where I took this picture are so beautiful they make my heart ache.
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